Hey, can you make this post NSFW? Sending you strength though, it's hard to get out of a hole like this.

Rule 7: Posts about dysphoria/trauma/transphobia should be NSFW tagged for community health purposes.

Edit: this has gone unresolved for a couple hours, locking this post but message me or any of the other mods when you NSFW it, I think you've already got a lot of good responses here