(Note: I'm not suicidal, but the post deals with those themes.)
Everything just feels so fucked up and hopeless, with no end in sight.
That no matter what we do, neoliberal capitalism will dominate us all until the Earth is completely destroyed and/or the human race goes extinct.
I know that's what the people in charge want: For people to feel so overwhelmed and powerless that they either become apathetic/stop thinking about it for the sake of their sanity or kill themselves so that they won't become a problem later, but fuuuccckkk.
I find it hard to not give into accelerationist mindset, not because I think that we can rise from the ashes, but because it'd be satisfying to be proven right and sometimes I think that is all we can really hope for anymore.
Okay look you have to be alive to feel superior to these people, lording it over them when you're both dead is not possible – hence for the sake of your spite, live well
on a positive note with further centralization of private companies taking over the entire industry and automation is a good thing for left accelerationism
they might not be good now but left accelerationists are positive that automation will spur revolution