(Note: I'm not suicidal, but the post deals with those themes.)
Everything just feels so fucked up and hopeless, with no end in sight.
That no matter what we do, neoliberal capitalism will dominate us all until the Earth is completely destroyed and/or the human race goes extinct.
I know that's what the people in charge want: For people to feel so overwhelmed and powerless that they either become apathetic/stop thinking about it for the sake of their sanity or kill themselves so that they won't become a problem later, but fuuuccckkk.
Shits bad, but there are still things we can do. And the Capitalists are weak and hollow, coasting entirely on false consciousness with barely any material base of power left.
We should be more organised than we are, but a crisis is coming over the next 18 months to prepare through and while we'll likely lose, maybe we won't. We only need the big win in the Imperial Core once and this whole thing comes tumbling down.