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If I am not constantly dysphoric or euphoric I start to feel like I’m not trans. It always comes back. But it also always feels like I’m finally “over” it.
Dysphoria stuff
I felt like this all afternoon yesterday. I was dysphoric at work the whole day. Hating how I have to wear this dark, drab uniform that is 100% blue collar masc. Hating how every single woman looks at me like I'm a threat. Anxious in every male space because I definitely feel like I don't belong. Spending my free time looking at outfits, doing voice stuff, coming out to another close friend, and browsing stuff here.
Then I got home and felt like an idiot. Like I'm making it all up. Telling myself I had a pretty normal cis day at work, when I know for a fact that I didn't. Telling myself I'm an imposter invading queer spaces when I don't belong. Feeling like I'll be over this all in a few days so I'm being silly induldging in it.
Then I got out of boy mode, and had one of the best nights I've ever had with my husband.
So I'm pretty new with all of this, but I think feeling like you're not trans is dysphoria too.
Yeah that sounds about right. Thank you
Yeah, this has decreased for me but is still an issue I'm facing. But like any feeling you have, it's normal not to have that feeling like 100% of the time. Sometimes you will just be living life and that's fine