I’m considering that I may be genderfluid. I have days where being more masculine seems fine and that would historically make me panic about not actually being trans. But maybe I can just roll with that and know that the feminine days will return.
I have been in that limbo before. You should listen to your experiences and see if it makes sense for you! For me, those masculine days were/are days when my dysphoria isn't as acute and the primary aspect in my thinking is the relative comfort and ease of being cis-passing. In my case, it was less so fluidity and moreso a lessening of the tension that makes me need femininity.
I’m considering that I may be genderfluid. I have days where being more masculine seems fine and that would historically make me panic about not actually being trans. But maybe I can just roll with that and know that the feminine days will return.
I have been in that limbo before. You should listen to your experiences and see if it makes sense for you! For me, those masculine days were/are days when my dysphoria isn't as acute and the primary aspect in my thinking is the relative comfort and ease of being cis-passing. In my case, it was less so fluidity and moreso a lessening of the tension that makes me need femininity.