I've noticed that in recent months it takes me hours to get started on work each day. Like, I might try to start at 7:00 but I'm not really getting much done till like 10:00 or 11:00. It's a problem since I'm paid piecemeal and not hourly, so the sooner I start the sooner I get done (and I want to be done as soon as possible). But I find that I spend so much time screwing around in the morning. Eventually I do get going and I'm pretty focused. But the first few hours are rough. Every day I kick myself for not getting started sooner, and every day I repeat it.

It's not depression. I do (relatively) enjoy the work I do. My current theory is I'm just majorly sleep deprived (I have little kids), so my brain is kinda mush and unfocused when I wake up. Curious if anyone has any ideas or if you have something similar going on.

    • cawsby [he/him]
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      2 years ago

      Habits one would expect a pause and break effect. If habits persist over time without being able to break free from them then it becomes a psychological issue.

      One should seek help of some kind at that point. Humans are first and foremost social creatures and need help from others to function properly. Therapy can be one of those options. Pharms another.