I guess me being mad at my countries worthless socdems (that are to the left of bernie and aoc) and the left that falls for their bs means im projecting an ideal on to them ??

If you call people - who were never aligned with you - "traitors", yes, you're projecting. Bernie & AOC have clearly reiterated that they are opposed to the world communist movement for decades & years, respectively.

They're not traitors. They're just not on your team.