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  • rayne [she/her]
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    6 months ago

    Try Pan Bisporus if you can. I did psychedelics for two decades before I tried these mushrooms.

    Within a year they cracked my egg.

    Going to take some tonight, turn off my phone and chill in my bed.

    • regularassbitch [she/her]
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      6 months ago

      those sound very effective! i'm gonna try these ones that got talked up a whole bunch and see if a friend can source those

      • rayne [she/her]
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        6 months ago

        Pan Cyans are pretty popular and very potent. I've grown both those and Bisporus. The Bispo I definitely prefer.

        patriarchy

        The first time I took them I saw this dark spirit hanging over me. Almost like a vampire consuming my energy. The mushrooms showed up as if to say we're holding space, this isn't you.

        And yeah, it was that patriarchal energy. The class system we call the gender binary.

        I have a lot of gratitude for them, for helping me uproot that stuff. I've probably taken cubes 50 times and they were never that direct with me.

        • regularassbitch [she/her]
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          6 months ago

          that sounds like a really healing experience, i'll look around and if i can't find anything i'll look into spores

          • rayne [she/her]
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            6 months ago

            I'm coming up on them now. Laying in bed, practicing my voice training is very nice :)

              • rayne [she/her]
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                6 months ago

                Thanks! There was some difficulty.

                I think I'm over cigarettes though!! Which was a major goal for this weekend. My gf is out of town so getting another pack takes a lot of effort.

                I'm stocked up on lozenges and the thought of inhaling cigarettes again just sounds disgusting

                  • rayne [she/her]
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                    6 months ago

                    I'm going to do more work on it with my therapist. See if we can find the part that picked the habit back up and heal it.

                    I had quit for 5 years but relapsed about a year ago.

                    The mushrooms are wearing off and I'm already wanting a cigarette but I threw them out! So I'm going to go find a lozenge.