Its kind of funny cos even my parents hated me for the same reasons. My dad would come home and I'd try to talk and he'd tell me to fuck off.
But when i try to jump off a bridge the same people are upset. I really don't get it. Am i like wanted here or not if I'm soooooo damn annoying being gone is good right? But no being gone is bad I'm supposed to be there but but not heard.
Never really got it myself. I couldn't give a shit if I'm here or not tbh
Nah I'm just really that annoying. Its like i harnessed annoying orange amd every crappy millennial meme into one form and just infuriate everyone by breathing. It's something you have to experience to know.
The way i like talking to people is dumping. I dump they dump we dump together talk over each other doesn't even need to be related o hear impassioned speach i give one about thing and it resonate with that. But its very rare. I'm either only doing the talking or only listening it always feels one sided
Idk. You'd probably be able to deconstruct it if you knew me irl but then I'd just ignore whatever you say because i have hateful preconceptions about myself because i spent the first 18 years of my life loved by nobody. My brains cooked there's nothing to be done.
Well that and everyone i meet really doesn't like me. Nothing to be done
Something i just remembered i don't exist online, on anything or anyones feeds, camera rolls, anything. I erased my online presence, nobody has ever taken a photo of me. I take photos of others. People are a memory for me but i don't exist for anyone else. When I'm gone I'm just an idea that no one ever captured. There's probably a good reason for that. I don't think i ever really meant much to anybody or anything.
Its funny i treat this as a new idea yet I've come full circle to this conclusion time and time again i just choose to forget
Its kind of funny cos even my parents hated me for the same reasons. My dad would come home and I'd try to talk and he'd tell me to fuck off.
But when i try to jump off a bridge the same people are upset. I really don't get it. Am i like wanted here or not if I'm soooooo damn annoying being gone is good right? But no being gone is bad I'm supposed to be there but but not heard.
Never really got it myself. I couldn't give a shit if I'm here or not tbh
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Nah I'm just really that annoying. Its like i harnessed annoying orange amd every crappy millennial meme into one form and just infuriate everyone by breathing. It's something you have to experience to know.
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The way i like talking to people is dumping. I dump they dump we dump together talk over each other doesn't even need to be related o hear impassioned speach i give one about thing and it resonate with that. But its very rare. I'm either only doing the talking or only listening it always feels one sided
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Idk. You'd probably be able to deconstruct it if you knew me irl but then I'd just ignore whatever you say because i have hateful preconceptions about myself because i spent the first 18 years of my life loved by nobody. My brains cooked there's nothing to be done.
Well that and everyone i meet really doesn't like me. Nothing to be done
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Something i just remembered i don't exist online, on anything or anyones feeds, camera rolls, anything. I erased my online presence, nobody has ever taken a photo of me. I take photos of others. People are a memory for me but i don't exist for anyone else. When I'm gone I'm just an idea that no one ever captured. There's probably a good reason for that. I don't think i ever really meant much to anybody or anything.
Its funny i treat this as a new idea yet I've come full circle to this conclusion time and time again i just choose to forget
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