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    • ReadFanon [any, any]
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      11 months ago

      consider reading... marcuse to help appeal to long legged socialists

      How can they be long legged if they are one-dimensional, man?

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      • VOLCEL_POLICE [it/its]B
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        11 months ago

        Show

        The VOLCEL POLICE are on the scene! PLEASE KEEP YOUR VITAL ESSENCES TO YOURSELVES AT ALL TIMES.

        نحن شرطة VolCel.بناءا على تعليمات الهيئة لترويج لألعاب الفيديو و النهي عن الجنس نرجوا الإبتعاد عن أي أفكار جنسية و الحفاظ على حيواناتكم المنويَّة حتى يوم الحساب. اتقوا الله، إنك لا تراه لكنه يراك.

        volcel-police

  • NormalHumanLikeYou [undecided]
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    11 months ago

    i wish i had even a platonic friend that liked to read at all, let alone specifically leftist theory. i feel like a smug redditor for saying this but the intellectual loneliness is absolute in this barren wasteland suburban hell alienation farm. all anyone wants to do is drink and/or watch youtubers react to shitty reality tv shows. i'm sick of being the only one that knows what fucking words mean, of being the only one that knows anything about history or how to look into sources critically. of being the only person with artistic opinions beyond "i liked the most recent slop". Organize you say? we can't even organize a fucking D&D game that doesn't fizzle out after 3 sessions. i've already found the 2 non-country-music-enjoyers (i.e. non-racists) in the tri-state area (it seems like) and they are already in a relationship together. every girl that ever talked to me or seemed slightly cool already had someone, and the boy i was with for a short time didn't last and moved on to someone hotter (and younger, and without a pesky y chromosome). i just want to fucking die, i feel like an interdimensional prisoner in a libido-based torture system. my existence consists of the comforts of unearned privilege and personal mediocrity. i've been too busy trying to cope with existing in this hellscape to develop any skills, i can't get a job that's not app-based, i'm too fucking tired all the time (despite not having a job) to exercise so i fell like crap about my body constantly, i've failed to put enough time or effort into any of the creative endeavors i have attempted so far, and it all adds up to me not having a very charismatic personality that others want to be around. and without money or the skills to make it there is no escape. i am literally just waiting for my parents to die, and then i might have enough money from selling the house to barely survive another 10 years. i don't want to feel that way about my parents. i feel like absolute shit complaining about any of this while other people struggle just to eat every day, while i have access to treats (high fructose corn syrup and heartburn) and a house i don't pay rent for. i feel like i wouldn't survive long in most people's lives, i'm barely avoiding self fedposting as it is. materially comfortable but maximally alienated. i've never had access to mental health services but i've thought about self fedposting basically every day for my entire life (30 years) and no one i've ever told about this irl has really cared, they just look slightly uncomfortable and go quiet or change the topic. its not like anyone could do anything about it, if i went to therapy they would just gaslight me about politics and tell me to pull myself up harder by my own bootstraps. I pray for the day chinese hypersonic missiles come to liberate me and everyone around me from this mortal coil. i am a shrivelled zombie of disgust and hatred.

    anyway back to pretending to be normal

    • Red_Eclipse [she/her]
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      11 months ago

      All I can say is I'm in a very similar situation and feel the same, comrade kitty-birthday-sad

    • heartheartbreak [fae/faer]
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      11 months ago

      I know it's hard to imagine but you have to keep at it long enough to see any change, and it will come if you are working on doing the right things and being a good person eventually. Whether the struggle is worth it nobody can definitively say, but as somebody once in your position and in a completely opposite position now it's entirely possible. Time is all a dialectic needs to turn something into it's opposite under the right conditions.

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              • SuperNovaCouchGuy2 [any]
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                11 months ago

                I have a huge internet crush on you, I'll be your not-so-secret admirer and I'm sure I'm not the only one lol I envy whoever finally gets to lick you irl

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                  • SuperNovaCouchGuy2 [any]
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                    Thefactthatitwouldhaveyoursalivaonitmakesit10xtastier and yes, ig it might be an indictment of my naivete but you've so enchanted my heart and mind through internet posts lmao*

                    *That is to say I unironically and unequivocally think you are really really really really cute because you are an adorable little demon <3

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                      • SuperNovaCouchGuy2 [any]
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                        11 months ago

                        Awwwww that's so precious!! Your smile, a lil ray of sunshine in this world... If only I was there to see it lol I hope you have a wonderful day my little devil! XXX

  • Flinch [he/him]
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    11 months ago

    I put the commie whistles in my dating profiles but I always end up deleting the apps after a day or so because I get paranoid and depressed debord-tired unfortunate!

  • HumanBehaviorByBjork [any, undecided]
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    11 months ago

    then you came to the wrong place! hexbears got no game

    idk maybe it depends on what apps you're on and what city you're in. near me there's a pretty solid population of lefty singles. that's no guarantee that they're all otherwise dateable, but they pass the ideology test.

  • ilyenkov [she/her, they/them]
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    11 months ago

    I put that I'm a communist on my profile, and I've found some MLs and anarchists to date. We're out here.

  • puff [comrade/them]
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    Yea... yea

    Don't even know where to meet like-minded socialists for platonic association except online. The West does not support any such organisations. Those that do exist give off fed honeypot vibes and I'm not looking to get in trouble with the police simply for saying that the system is not working for millions of people.

  • ChaosMaterialist [he/him]
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    11 months ago

    Imagine lying down to someone and watching them read theory.

    A S M R T H E O R Y

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