yer gonna be
finehigh as a kite by thenalways loved by mea lovely daya rockstarin charge of the PSL maybe :cat-trans:
You'll be fine. There's a reason they have a candidacy process and even after they finished my PSL comrades didn't have an encyclopedic knowledge on ML theory. Just be professional and take it seriously.
Folks this is what actual praxis looks like. Whining about being vote shamed isn't praxis, this is.
When I worry about this sort of stuff it helps me to remember that the actual event will only last for a limited time. Like "even if I fuck this up completely it's still only an hour of fucking up". Helps me calm down, your milage may vary.
Ask yourself this. If you're an actual communist/anarchist, and a big tent socialist org comes to recruit, do you think they're gonna reject even well-meaning people who haven't read theory and are already dabbling into socialist ideas ? Like that's the literal worst case scenario, and as long as you're ready to go out and do some actual IRL stuff, why would they reject you ?
Chill comrade.
Comrade you'll be fine. Consider it this way: There are two outcomes.
There is a universe in which you are excellent. This is likely. In that universe you are deservedly calm, because your bona fides are good, because you believe, because you know why you belong. As is the case with everything else, your answers are just right [aside: You are cool. Seriously.] Who is Roger Federer 10 minutes before he steps on the court? No one cares - he is so calm when he's on the court. No pro has ever exuded such an aplomb: this is you. Don't overdo anything. You admin this site, this requires a sense of judgment; it is the same sense of judgment. You will be absolutely fine
There is also a universe where you try too hard, where you're tilted. You're not evaluating them. Comrade: calm; you'll be excellent. Express your compassion, express your basic principles, do not carried away, and you are there.
Those are the only two universes.
Flow.
what about the universe where op shits his pants on camera and pretends really hard he didnt but they notice quite early on and they ask him and he's like no ofc not haha but you can tell he is lying.
is it a coinicdence you replied to me twice in two different threads or are there really just 20 ppl here
Exert dominance! Make THEM feel like libs! They will have no choice but to acknowledge your alpha posturing and make you the leader of the chapter.
If they turn you down its their loss. You'll find a different org or whatever.
I was gonna say I can't join PSL, I can't even get out of the chapo discord dungeon.
BUT I'M FINALLY FREE.
