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              • c6cain6jih6d [she/her]
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                4 years ago

                Moving out of a sublet basement that fucks with my head and becoming unhoused again for a while.

                  • c6cain6jih6d [she/her]
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                    4 years ago

                    Well I might be hanging out with a beautiful grunge-goth stripper tomorrow so who knows. :party-parrot:

                      • c6cain6jih6d [she/her]
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                        4 years ago

                        So I have to ask, why are the people harassing me not being dealt with? I've reported gaspard and whales_of_pain more than once and it seems weird that this site would tolerate someone being so abusive.

                          • c6cain6jih6d [she/her]
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                            4 years ago

                            Yeah it's almost like they don't have a valid reason :thinkin-lenin: and are merely grasping at straws and attempting to gaslight everyone into thinking they have a legitimate reason, and thus make users who don't know any better attack me because they believe the attacks are in good faith. :thinkin-lenin:

                            It's almost like the internet isn't all just dumb nonsense to everyone, and that maybe if I was hacked by a Kiwi Farms-esque group, they'd be willing to engage in organized trolling to take me down.

                            Hmm...

                            • transcutie69 [ze/hir]
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                              4 years ago

                              For the record it's an r/stupidpol offshoot Discord that phished you. Not a "Kiwi-Farms-esque group." You don't even have your own lolcow thread on KF.

                              • c6cain6jih6d [she/her]
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                                I wasn't sure. Agent M described it as a TERF group. The admins called it a "Kiwi Farms-esque" group.

                                I am almost certain you motherfuckers were behind my removal as admin as well. I saw how the timestamp on my post in that screenshot looked like it had been dug up after the fact. And I could sense it the moment the person who would later drop the screenshot dropped into a shitshow in one of the trans channels pulling that "Oh I'm new I don't know what's going on [ignore that I'm repeating lies I just heard as if they're fact] please assume acting in good faith pweez."

                                The fall of the Chapo sub and the creation of a new platform gave these motherfuckers a golden opportunity. You didn't vet new members well enough. I always asked for a Reddit or Twitter account. Stupidpol goons and /r/drama trolls were allowed to sneak in.

                                And you all fell for it.

                                • transcutie69 [ze/hir]
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                                  4 years ago

                                  No, you're just a severely mentally ill person who's prone to regular histrionic, drugged-up outbursts and chronic attention-seeking behavior. The bulk of the normal people here (or, well, as "normal" as chapos can be) find your constant gaslighting and wanton drug use and begging and subsequent lashing-out to be repulsive, even if they won't say so as directly for fear of violating the rules of the hugbox.

                                  I myself, on the old sub, took pity on you once and strongly recommended that you get the fuck out of Portland, which is one of the most expensive cities in America, and build yourself back up by moving to somewhere cheap like a Midwestern college town, where you can get a relatively new and lice-free apartment in a nice neighborhood for well under $400/mo. You told me that you'd rather not leave because "your job" (a minimum-wage position as a 7-Eleven clerk, at which you apparently have to smoke meth every day to function) is keeping you there.

                                  Yet now, almost a year later, you're homeless again --- by choice, which is thoroughly stupid this time of year --- and have spent nearly every week of 2020 begging the far-too-generous chapo paypigs for meth money or, as you call it, "bill money," naturally after throwing away your paycheck on drugs and the dumbest shit imaginable, like $20 takeout meals or cash handouts to other hobos or $100+ gifts to your loser roommates (who, in your own words, hate you) that they subsequently blow on weed or computer upgrades.

                                  You've had every opportunity in the world to get your shit together, both mentally and financially, and an entire community of useful idiots to uncritically support you on both fronts, time and time again for years, even despite the fact that you regularly antagonize and insult them. Yet you refuse to take even the most obvious, uncontroversial advice, and instead would rather blame everyone and everything else in the world for your own deeply personal failures. Take a moment and consider that.

                                  (PS: I jokingly blamed a stupidpol offshoot but lol, nah, it was one of our fellas on the cumtown board who phished you. He posted about it a few weeks ago the last time someone made a thread about your latest breakdown. Was worth a good chuckle, though I think we banned him anyway for trying to doxx one of our admins. Nonetheless, consider yourself chapo checked.)

                                  • c6cain6jih6d [she/her]
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                                    I make almost $15/hour and I'm almost an assistant manager. And I don't work at 7-11.

                                    And I've said this over and over again: I do not fundraise to buy drugs. If any actual human beings want proof, I will DM screenshots of my receipts for my fucking phone bill that I fundraised for.

                                    Go fuck yourself. Your account is a day old and you can't even keep up the "I'm a Chapo poster" bit.

                                    • transcutie69 [ze/hir]
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                                      "Almost $15/hour" is abject poverty, especially in a city where you need to spend hundreds a month just to live in the basement of a slum with two other people. You could make just as much or more in a much cheaper city, and actually get your shit together, but you won't since you've deluded yourself into thinking (among other things) that there's any life worth living in Portland.

                                      And I know you chapo types generally aren't very good with economics, but are you familiar with the concept of the fungibility of money? If you make $1,400 a month and then get, say, $300 in donations, and have a necessary expense total of like $1,200, you should be able to not only get by, but in fact save $200 before any donations. Yet you consistently post about all the drugs you buy and use, and all the takeout and unnecessary shit you buy, and all the random handouts you give to other people, and all the money you willingly give to your loser roommates even though you know they'll blow it on dumb shit.

                                      Which means that if you need hundreds of dollars a month in assistance, you're clearly spending well beyond your means, which means that yes, you are in fact fundraising for drugs, among your many other terrible habits. You may not see it that way, since no addict ever does, but if you spend $100 on meth and then need to beg for $50 for your phone bill, then yes, you are asking these rubes to subsidize your meth purchase. This is not a difficult concept.

                • emizeko [they/them]
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                  4 years ago

                  ive been pretty depressed but i still have these good vibes to send you ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ