I study computer science and any time I sit down to code, I just browse or watch Youtube. Anything but do the work. Days and even months have gone by like this where I haven't done even an hour of learning. Its tough because in order to code I need to be in front of a screen but my brain refuses to study and just looks for that dopamine hit. My grades have suffered and I feel like a constant failure.
To clarify this is not an effect of the pandemic but has been happening for the past few years.
I don't 😎 but seriously I'm pretty sure I've got undiagnosed ADHD and the closest appointment I can get with a specialist is August
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idk I might be able to find a place a few hours away. Rural America :)
Hope you get treatment soon comrade. Solidarity.