Fuckin losers just tryna tell other people how to process the existential ennui of this meaningless existence. If you find that with some new-age pagan shit than comrade its all good, when we cut off bezos's head i'll help you make a pentagram out of the blood or something idk what you do.
Hell yeah, completely agree. I, like, many losers before and after me, fell into that anti-theism, quasi-IDPol bullshit and it didn't stop at just the spiritual non organized religion shit. I grew up thinking religion is dumb af, still do in many ways (Catholic Church anyone?) But I have absolutely 0 place to critique what others find inside of them to be what's right or what can guide them.
I also did a lot of different psychedelics which has shaped a lot of my views on the world and the spiritual. I've always called myself agnostic but as time goes on, my uncertainty grows bigger but I have this primal feeling of wanting more. It's really fucking weird, I think a lot of has to do with how sick and sad this world is and wondering if there truly is no retribution for what the ghouls have done for all of time. But then I can watch like a documentary about mycelium and think how absolutely insane it is and has to be intelligent design. IDK what to think, but I do know there is a compartment in our brains that handles the spiritual, and not to get all sciencey bro on you all, those types of things keep me firmly planted in the "I don't fucking know" category, but I don't truly have the desire to join any type of group or congregation.
I kinda feel the same way, I just try to learn about as many different types of worship and spirituality as I can because I think its fascinating. Plus there are lessons to be learned everywhere so why not? Psychedelics definitely help as well lol.