I haven't felt truly well in months and don't expect to for at least another month or two. Part of it is due to the pandemic, but only indirectly. I'm relatively safe but it fucked up my plans of moving in with my friends and getting some space from dysfunctional relationships. It's extremely frustrating because I've been working on my life for years and made a lot of progress but hellworld won't give me a fucking break. I believe I'm not a shit person and deserve to feel truly well but I'm still waiting for that day to come.
On the positive side, I exercised on two days last week and want to start exercising three times a week. Also, I've been playing Fallout 4 with mods and it's fun as hell. The struggle continues. :unity:
I haven't felt truly well in months and don't expect to for at least another month or two. Part of it is due to the pandemic, but only indirectly. I'm relatively safe but it fucked up my plans of moving in with my friends and getting some space from dysfunctional relationships. It's extremely frustrating because I've been working on my life for years and made a lot of progress but hellworld won't give me a fucking break. I believe I'm not a shit person and deserve to feel truly well but I'm still waiting for that day to come.
On the positive side, I exercised on two days last week and want to start exercising three times a week. Also, I've been playing Fallout 4 with mods and it's fun as hell. The struggle continues. :unity: