People spending the whole day making extremely hostile posts about rules about food tends to make my eating disorder rear its head so I end up spiraling for awhile, mainly
Yeah it was a bad day for me to log on to this website. I'm currently struggling to even get two meals a day down. Between the shit tier vegan bait posting and the reactionary, r*ddit brain arguments against veganism I think I'm going to log off for a bit.
I should probably follow your lead and log off too. I just started a more intensive trauma therapy modality and it's been wearing me out, I really don't need to add any extra stress.
disordered eating stuff
I just spent two days full-on bingeing/dissociating after a difficult session, and then until I saw this comment thread I hadn't even realized that I hadn't eaten at all today. It's always one or the other extreme for me.
Yeah the binge eating followed by not eating anything really gets to me sometimes. The other day during a binge I managed to eat fucking 4000 calories in one day. Then the next week I don't eat till 5 in the afternoon. I'm really trying to find something that works, I'm over 6ft/183cm tall and weigh in between 110-120lbs/50-55kg, I know this isn't healthy but fuck I'm really trying y'know?
People spending the whole day making extremely hostile posts about rules about food tends to make my eating disorder rear its head so I end up spiraling for awhile, mainly
Me too. My food restriction was always about not "deserving" to eat, so anything moralistic is really tough to deal with.
CW: discussion about potential eating disorders
Yeah it was a bad day for me to log on to this website. I'm currently struggling to even get two meals a day down. Between the shit tier vegan bait posting and the reactionary, r*ddit brain arguments against veganism I think I'm going to log off for a bit.
I should probably follow your lead and log off too. I just started a more intensive trauma therapy modality and it's been wearing me out, I really don't need to add any extra stress.
disordered eating stuff
I just spent two days full-on bingeing/dissociating after a difficult session, and then until I saw this comment thread I hadn't even realized that I hadn't eaten at all today. It's always one or the other extreme for me.
CW: more eating disorder stuff
Yeah the binge eating followed by not eating anything really gets to me sometimes. The other day during a binge I managed to eat fucking 4000 calories in one day. Then the next week I don't eat till 5 in the afternoon. I'm really trying to find something that works, I'm over 6ft/183cm tall and weigh in between 110-120lbs/50-55kg, I know this isn't healthy but fuck I'm really trying y'know?
Oh mood, me too. Hope you're hanging in there comrade :heart-sickle:
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Yeah same, I do my best but every time I've gone too far down trying has wound up super unhealthy. Hope you're doing okay comrade :heart-sickle: