Grandpa_garbagio [he/him]

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Cake day: December 23rd, 2022

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  • Grandpa_garbagio [he/him]
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    tochatTwo weeks sober (booze hound)
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    4 days ago

    I'm sitting here trying to word mine

    It's like I can only feel positive about something (or someone honestly) when striving for it. When I get "the thing" my mind warps it into something negative, because if i have something it cannot possibly be good.

    Booze allowed me some peace with this, but that has faded.


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    tochatTwo weeks sober (booze hound)
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    4 days ago

    if my ability to feel good about anything comes back I'll be content. It's such a weird feeling. I had been getting some exercise these past few months, even if hungover or whatever, and i was starting to be able to get some endorphins from that as well

    Now I'm just sore when I exercise. Getting nothing out of anything. Can't even cum right either lmao


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    tochatTwo weeks sober (booze hound)
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    4 days ago

    yeah I kept running into the I'm not really having very much fun, I'm just sort of trashed for the hell of it wall a lot recently

    If I was having fun I doubt I'd even have really given this the attempt lol