i keep thinking about it and like, i was never a boy, but i also have only recently been a girl. the more i think about it, the more i realize that i never really had a gender until like a month ago, and that as a child i was basically agender but identified as a cis man because that's just what society does to AMAB people. being a girl is a choice for me actually, and one that i needed to be truly emotionally ready to make
i actually feel deep empathy for myself as a child now and i can't stop crying about it
i keep thinking about it and like, i was never a boy, but i also have only recently been a girl. the more i think about it, the more i realize that i never really had a gender until like a month ago, and that as a child i was basically agender but identified as a cis man because that's just what society does to AMAB people. being a girl is a choice for me actually, and one that i needed to be truly emotionally ready to make
i actually feel deep empathy for myself as a child now and i can't stop crying about it
That's pretty much how I feel. I was just kind of set on default. Never really thought about it beyond that