cw for sadness, negativity, transphobia, suicidal thoughts
And I really wish this was easier. I'm crying myself to sleep again. I can't be. It's too hard. Society is too bad. Maybe I could be gay but this is too much. Why can't being trans be accepted as much as that? I could deal a little bit but it's too much. I don't want to try. Why can't I just stay a cis guy? I feel like I'm grasping at straw.
My family wouldn't get it, my friends wouldn't get it, no one would understand. I don't think I'd have a chance at finding a gf either. Why even live if I'm going to be alienated from myself or others? It's not fair. People will just see me as a freak. A man in a dress. And that's how I see me too. I'm just a stupid cis guy that's deluded himself. I'm stupid and I hate myself.
Sorry for all the sad posting I swear I try not to.
I wish I was born different
I wish one of you could hug me rn
cw for sadness, negativity, transphobia, suicidal thoughts
And I really wish this was easier. I'm crying myself to sleep again. I can't be. It's too hard. Society is too bad. Maybe I could be gay but this is too much. Why can't being trans be accepted as much as that? I could deal a little bit but it's too much. I don't want to try. Why can't I just stay a cis guy? I feel like I'm grasping at straw.
My family wouldn't get it, my friends wouldn't get it, no one would understand. I don't think I'd have a chance at finding a gf either. Why even live if I'm going to be alienated from myself or others? It's not fair. People will just see me as a freak. A man in a dress. And that's how I see me too. I'm just a stupid cis guy that's deluded himself. I'm stupid and I hate myself.
Sorry for all the sad posting I swear I try not to.
My DM is open if you ever think it would be helpful to talk through your feelings
Thank you, maybe I will at some point.