Wake up early in the morning, have the eepy weepy morning dysphoria and dress accordingly. Baggy sweatpants and a hoodie. Invulnerability.
Go to work, the rain clears and the sun comes. It's a nice day. Drink the coffee and do the morning stretches. The Silly Funhouse Mirror Disease has abated and it's gonna be okay.
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Go outside, see the pretty girls in their cute spring outfits. Imagine what could have been, had different decisions been made mere hours ago. Now the armor is tight, confining. There is nothing left to be defended but civilian life is a whole workday away. Sadness and jealousy remains. Fear once again leads to defeat.
Happy Early May Day!
Dysphoria, dysmorphia, badfeels
Wake up early in the morning, have the eepy weepy morning dysphoria and dress accordingly. Baggy sweatpants and a hoodie. Invulnerability.
Go to work, the rain clears and the sun comes. It's a nice day. Drink the coffee and do the morning stretches. The Silly Funhouse Mirror Disease has abated and it's gonna be okay.
...
Go outside, see the pretty girls in their cute spring outfits. Imagine what could have been, had different decisions been made mere hours ago. Now the armor is tight, confining. There is nothing left to be defended but civilian life is a whole workday away. Sadness and jealousy remains. Fear once again leads to defeat.