Happy Early May Day!
I TOOK 1 SPIRO TABLET 34 SECONDS AGO AND I STILL DON'T LOOK LIKE AN ANIME GIRL WHAT THE FUCK
IT'S SO COOL THAT YOU HAVE INGESTED THE ANTIANDROGEN TABLET THOUGH HAPPY FOR YOU, HOPING FOR PROGRESS IN YOUR ANIME TRANSITION SOON
fuckin pharmacy didn't have the syringes for the E so it's just this until i can get the real good shit. hopefully this afternoon but maybe it might not be until tomorrow morningOh damn already on injections? I had to wait a year. Your best bet is to ultimately purchase your own needles and syringes. It’s what I do. I have like 2 years of each and it cost me like $50
I know there's a needle exchange program run around here that could also hook me up if the pharmacy can't
Cool that they start you on E right away though, I had to wait a few months of just AAs when I started.
fuck waiting. hit me with all the good shit ASAP because it's still going to take a long ass time to get some real results anyway
You can just buy them off Amazon? Really? I didn't know it was that easy
god i am going to look fucking stunning by 2026, i fucking know it. even if i don't look it, i'm going to feel it
Had my 3 week post-op appointment today. Everything is healing splendidly! Next follow-up is at 2 months so that says how well it is going right there. I’m super happy with how everything has gone. Well, GI tract issues aside of course, but still. Best month of my life hands down. Sorry if I’ve been waxing poetic about it too much. It’s hard to not be super happy about my bottom surgery =w=
Sorry if I’ve been waxing poetic about it too much
I'm glad to see people be happy about these kinds of things.
You should talk as much as you want about it! It's a massive step and it sounds like you're dodging pretty much any complication. Hyped for you
They are. I wish they flattered my form more though so I don’t wear them.
for a lot of transfems, the trick with skirts is at which height you wear them. They just don't look very good on me when they sit on my hips, but they're fine above my belly or at the height of my belly button. Where to put the waistline is a huge decision when you're dressing femme and if you have an "apple" shape like me, wearing things that run low on the hips just doesn't work well.
Learning where my new waistline is was a game changer for fashion. My legs are sooo long when I dress them right.
I do not. I’m somewhere between a rectangle and barely an hourglass. I’ve tried a few things and I can’t make them work, so I just eschew them altogether.
skirt with pockets, that's my jam
guys call it a kilt, but I call backpacks purses so nener nener
dresses and skirts make me the most uncomfortable i wish I could wear them but I cannot
i've been invited to my local transfem hornyposting server, pls help
If desired, simply join in the transfem hornyposting.
If not, simply say "Thank you, I appreciate the invite but am not comfortable with hornyposting"?
Was told I'm not really a trans femme because I stopped taking hrt meds after being happy with my body. Like what the shit?
being told you aren't actually transfem is one of the most transfem things imaginable
I have gender dysphoria, I think.
It's just... been plaguing me lately.
well. it was a messy process that required a bit of improvising and having to use a big ass drawing needle for the injection but i have been on E officially for the last 35 seconds
"No alcohol wipes? Can't find any around the house? Fuck it, use a paper towel and some vodka"
lol if it comes up again you can just use soap and water. That's what diabetics do to (or are supposed to). It doesn't have to be alcohol. You're just cleaning your skin to lower the risk of infection (which is generally pretty low if you do all the normal hygiene stuff).
I like my boobs, happy with size, my gf likes em, but prog has made them grow more. Which is nice, yeah, but I'm fucking busting buttons out of my cute tops like a god damm cartoon
Been lurking here for a while. Came out to my wife as genderfluid a couple weeks ago, which was pretty rough. That doesn't feel like the whole thing, though.
dysphoria?
Maleness feels like a mask or lack of awareness about myself. Femininity is the only way I feel like I'm "seeing" myself.
Happy to be here finally talking to the trans people in my computer
i think i pass at work
no one has said anything or asked anything atleast 
My mom visited me from out of town this weekend. She's been mostly supportive but also really boomer about everything up until now, but recently she has been talking to people who know trans people and reading books to understand me better. I have never felt so seen and so understood by my mom. We talked the harm we've both done to each other candidly, and she accepted responsibility as the parent for all of it.
Before this, i was sure that she'd never "get" it and that our relationship was always going to be at arms length but she switched it up on me. And now our relationship is going to be difficult again but it's a very different difficult and I'm really excited for it.
Hello everyone, I hope everyone will have a great week!!! Much love!!! 🥰🥰🥰🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🥰🥰🥰
thinking about getting some of that body fat redistribution and muscle loss and soft skin is making to go
irlDo you have a good full length mirror, cause you're gonna need one
I was going to get one but I need to move out first and a full length mirror sounds too damn difficult to try and move around. Move first, mirror second
True true, very understandable. I don't have one either :>
If you haven’t noticed, the cool part of genderfluidity is being able to get gender envy from anyone
Unfortunately it also means my facial hair is never shaved just the right amount
wearing a sweater in 32 degree weather mood
I get sweaty and disgusting but it's better than people seeing my horrible body
Dysphoria, dysmorphia, badfeels
Wake up early in the morning, have the eepy weepy morning dysphoria and dress accordingly. Baggy sweatpants and a hoodie. Invulnerability.
Go to work, the rain clears and the sun comes. It's a nice day. Drink the coffee and do the morning stretches. The Silly Funhouse Mirror Disease has abated and it's gonna be okay.
...
Go outside, see the pretty girls in their cute spring outfits. Imagine what could have been, had different decisions been made mere hours ago. Now the armor is tight, confining. There is nothing left to be defended but civilian life is a whole workday away. Sadness and jealousy remains. Fear once again leads to defeat.
