Yeah, sometimes I think repressing would just be easier, and I could go about my life like I used to. Frankly, I just want a break. Gender is all I think about these days, and it would be nice to just have a few weeks off from thinking about it.
I think your last line is important, though. Personally, I'm proud of my gender identity, and I know there's nothing wrong with me. It's society that is wrong and makes things difficult.
Well, didn't end up saying anything about it this week like I meant to.
negativity about being trans?
I wish I could just forget about this whole thing, but it's constant now. Following me around. I wish I was in a different environment.
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Yeah, sometimes I think repressing would just be easier, and I could go about my life like I used to. Frankly, I just want a break. Gender is all I think about these days, and it would be nice to just have a few weeks off from thinking about it.
I think your last line is important, though. Personally, I'm proud of my gender identity, and I know there's nothing wrong with me. It's society that is wrong and makes things difficult.
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God yes, I want a break. I'm thinking about it all the time now.
Have you tried mindfulness meditation where you try to focus on the world around you and be more present?
It's been helpful for me recently. It helps to refocus sometimes and remember your gender isn't the only thing going on in your life.
No I haven't. Maybe that's a good idea though.
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Yea cause focusing on the rest of my life will make me feel so much better :cri: better to avoid everything.