I had a bunch of really splendid thoughts when I was reading The Masker (yes again) (I am only a lil sorry) that I was able to engage with it in a much healthier fashion now that I have deleted binary gender from myself, and do not cling to it for validity, that was really unhealthy for me. I'd post about this more but The Masker is kinda cursed
I had a bunch of really splendid thoughts when I was reading The Masker
That's good!
The Masker is kinda cursed
Yeah, the subject matter seems raw. Back when I was Totally Cis (tm), I "came across" sissy porn, and even back then, I was like "wow, this is kind of fucked up and misogynistic."
The idea that being feminine is inherently sexual really fucked me up and kept me from transition for a long time because I was terrified at the idea that I was playing out a fetish. I'm over it now, but there are still echoes. This is why I will avoid the book lol.
Realizing I was not alone in what I saw as "strange" feelings helped me realize they weren't so strange.
Exactly. Queer lit has also been a game changer in this regard
Yeah, you've reached quantum levels of queer
utterly offtopic lol
I had a bunch of really splendid thoughts when I was reading The Masker (yes again) (I am only a lil sorry) that I was able to engage with it in a much healthier fashion now that I have deleted binary gender from myself, and do not cling to it for validity, that was really unhealthy for me. I'd post about this more but The Masker is kinda cursed
on topic
That's good!
Yeah, the subject matter seems raw. Back when I was Totally Cis (tm), I "came across" sissy porn, and even back then, I was like "wow, this is kind of fucked up and misogynistic."
The idea that being feminine is inherently sexual really fucked me up and kept me from transition for a long time because I was terrified at the idea that I was playing out a fetish. I'm over it now, but there are still echoes. This is why I will avoid the book lol.
waow!
Probably a good plan lol