WE BEAT THE NEWS MEGA
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It's weird to think about just how recent all of this has been for me. Just 3 years ago I was still so confused about my own sexuality and gender, even though in hindsight it's obvious that I've been a lesbian trans girl all along.
Mourning lost time, self hate
And while I look forward to my future now, it also hurts to think about how much time I've spent not knowing who I really am. What experiences could I have had if I had just realized these things sooner? I probably be a much happier person today, that's for sure. I've started to hate my past self for wasting so much time.
I want to move on, stop obsessing over the past and what could have been, but it feels like the consequences of my past actions will continue to haunt me for a while longer.
literally me frfr, exactly three years too!
lost time, dysphoria, self hatred, self harm
i hated myself enough that i basically sabotaged my education and career goals on top of you know, not going through the right puberty. cut up my right arm too. will never be able to extend all of my fingers properly. the body wasnt mine so
it'll get better i assume. some days are better than others