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I have barely watched Breaking Bad
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are they saying some people's deadname/"boy-self" is/was a separate personality to their current/"girl-self" (and inverse)?
I think they're saying that's the case sometimes yes
That's how it played out for me. Mushrooms also broke my egg. The Instagram account seems to like mushrooms is why I point it out.
Did you kill the personality or are they still there?
It still manifests. It's a tendency of my mind to try to protect myself from bullying, shaming, and harassment for being feminine. It's a maladaptive coping mechanism that comes with gender dysphoria, chronic body tension, vulnerability to brain worms, and disassociation. The energetic intention is good (to protect us from harm), but it's not a very enlightened part.
I get this. For me being a boy feels safer cause like I don’t care about manhood so if I “fail” at being a boy it doesn’t matter and it’s almost like boy-me isn’t the real me so I’m not as vulnerable and what people think of me doesn’t matter as much