It's weird, I just have an emptiness like I feel very little towards anything gender related. Like most of my inner turmoil was spent trying to understand why I didn't feel anything or seem to think similar to my peers or people with more clear identities. No matter how I present I've always felt that kind of emptiness. And it has taken me a long time to realise that it was because I'm agender, far too long tbh

I can understand fluidity too and not having it set in stone and more flexible.
But I do feel it for people struggling with it, I sometimes wonder what it would be like to feel strongly about it too.. or to have gender euphoria.

sorry it's a bit of a ramble