You shouldn't completely nuke T below the point where it's detectable, that'd leave you drained and depressed, but both monotherapy with high doses of E and fairly moderate doses of common anti-androgens will usually leave you in a range where most cis women have higher T than you. Like, i see a lot of girls who struggle to get E high enough with gel or pills, but testosterone levels look really good in most transfems i know. And it's noticeable, especially when it comes to stuff like thickness and growth speed of body hair.