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I have barely watched Breaking Bad
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Let's have another good week everyone
Gods, I know exactly how fucking bad anxiety can be. That shit is terrible. Seriously. I've had health anxiety for going on 10 years now and it crippled the hell out of me for 4 of those years. In fact, I don't remember most of 2015 because of it. It's most certainly not cured nor will it probably ever be, but it did become mostly manageable at some point in 2020 (somehow). Just keep fighting. You'll get there someday. Seriously. Just do whatever you can to help yourself with it. Be it some form of prescription med or therapy or whatever. Hang in there, Ash![meow-hug meow-hug](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/28d86083-caf1-46d9-b565-569425bb5451.png)
Haha, YEAAAAAAH
Fwiw the reason for this exciting freakout is, I was told to take gabapentin before bed. I took it a bit before, and this is probably why I was told to: goofy moodswing. Shouldn't be more freakouts in my life!
Would be cool for it to not suck someday, I mean it mostly doesn't suck now but A) I suck at talking B) biweekly anxious breakdowns are unfun!
You'll get there. Stay strong. It's a very long, arduous fight, but you're probably stronger than I ever was, so I believe in you.