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  • BountifulEggnog [she/her]
    ·
    2 months ago
    dysphoria

    Today has been very iffy for me, then I talked for a little bit and holy shit my voice is awful. Feel really sad about it now. I've never done any voice training, no clue when I'll actually start.

    Also the hair on my arms is starting to come back, little black stubs right now. Egh.

    At least the really bad thoughts/fantasies are gone right now, those are always really upsetting.

      • GenderIsOpSec [she/her]
        ·
        2 months ago
        spoiler

        oh, cutie meow-hug

        i hate to be that person, but nothing will get done until you start doing them.

        Although you might start to like your voice eventually emilie-shrug happened to me

        • BountifulEggnog [she/her]
          ·
          2 months ago
          spoiler

          Thank you :cuddle: need that.

          I know it won't. I need to start. It's all just so difficult right now. That's not a reason not to start, it's just... It hurts.

          • GenderIsOpSec [she/her]
            ·
            2 months ago
            spoiler

            i know it does, cutie. cat-trans

            i'd rather you go through the easier route and not the one i went through

            suicide

            i.e. psych ward after suicide attempt

              • GenderIsOpSec [she/her]
                ·
                2 months ago
                spoiler

                I would love nothing more for you than to avoid that route, cutie. Try, please. meow-hug