Wish my husband had given me that when I came out as trans to him and he was an egg, but I ended up being the one supporting him in both situations

I never actually got to come out to anyone, it just had to get to the point of a mental breakdown and I wanted to die and was manically trying to tell them I'm trans

Sometimes it doesn't feel like it was worth it to stay alive, especially on days like this when my graduation was denied for stupid reasons that are a direct result of administrative laziness

I'm so fucking tired