yeah... when I was more actively doing it I started noticing how many people put on their voices in dah to day lives. being able to just speak as yourself is great actually. everything is performative bullshit.

seriously I started transitioning seven years ago, I look, dress, and sound the same, and as long as i'm at home with my partner I am extremely comfy with myself. it's other people who can't get it.

I tricked myself into doing voice training mostly by teaching myself to sing, it is funny to be able to hit really high notes at least, what a party trick, if I went to parties.

I do detest my speaking voice though, internationalised bullshit, oh yeah. the voice I use when I speak to dogs is alright though.

sorry i'm a real emotional wordy bug today, weird week, weird life.