Have any queer vibes to share? Here's your place! 
Talk about what’s happening queerly in your life - like coming out, getting HRT, questioning, and all that good stuff.
No cishets allowed! 
it took me ages but I am finally mostly over this dumb unrequited crush i had for FAR too long. I am still alone and kinda sad, but back to my normal loneliness and sadness, and not pining after someone who doesn't give a shit about me.
- also, i REALLY LOVE when guys will ghost you after treating you like trash and then still be the first one to watch your story on IG. sorry you're so obsessed with me!
back to a weekly format!
things have been pretty okay for me the past week :)
Found out a guy I kind of got along with pretty well at uni is also gay through his twitter... except he's hornyposting all the time and I increasingly feel like nature's biggest joke for being gay + asexual/sex-repulsed
Loool I feel like gay men being so openly sexual isn't actually a gay thing but a male thing
If it were socially acceptable for straight dudes to be as openly sexual in the ways that gay men are but towards women, I'm sure straight men would do it too
My HRT prescription was written by an assistant this time instead of a doctor. It's enough medication to last almost a year and it'll cost me 400 €, lmao. But don't worry, the insurance will reimburse me in a few weeks.
I think I might be queer because I don’t seem interested in male-presenting, female-presenting or androgynous-presenting people, but I’m probably interested the most in female-presenting people
If I could spend my life with someone like that and occasionally share kisses and cuddles, my life would be complete. Now, is it possible that I am straight with a series of deep-rooted issues with intimacy ingrained in me due to my patriarchal upbringing? Maybe
new leroy album is the perfect start to a queer weekend of fun
Switched to cyproterone, here's to hoping no more peeing all the time.
I've been on cypro for more than 8 months now and i don't get the peeing all the time thing people report on spiro.
cw pee
I do have to get up once a night because no more spontaneous erections means my body can't just put a stopper on my bladder by giving me a boner anymore, but it's not that diuretic thing you get from spiro where you pee out so much sodium you want to eat pickles all the time.
stiiiiiill waiting on PP to write me a pretty little poem so i can get my gender changed
until then, here's to another week in legal limbo~
My provider emailed me about lowering my injection dosage and I didn't see it until two weeks later because I'm a dumbass that doesn't check their email.
So then they told me to skip a week to lower my levels (which made me feel depressed) and had mild palpitations after resuming.
Doing fine now, but that was a stupid thing to put myself through for 3 weeks.
Today Moss is a mess.
I've been seeing one of my friends a lot, who I liked a long time ago, asked her out, and it didn't work out. She was really good about it and we became much better friends after that. I've been over my feelings for her for a long time, but the other day she said that we were out on a date. Now I don't know what to feel because I've not been trying to date her and idk if I still like her romantically. Maybe I do or maybe I'm just lonely.
Meanwhile, while I was pretty drunk at a party I was talking to some friends about crushes, and one of them said "I had a crush on you Moss". I really cannot tell if he's being serious because he is kinda flirty with most of us like that, just because its funny, and he once told me that he's straight. But he's also kissed me and said we should kiss again. For what its worth I did like him too but I didn't see him for about a year and my feelings kinda faded. He also only does this stuff with me when we're drunk so I really don't know what to make of it.
ALSO, just to make things more complicated, that girl and that guy are exes. They dated each other and broke up because of long distance, which absolutely crushed the guy's heart while the girl was able to move on. So yeah my current romantic prospects are very very messy
Starting the worst polycule in history with my cringe ass friends who I love so much
I came out to my coworker as bi today but because I was nervous I said it too quiet so going off what we were talking about he thought I was dating a 40 year old dude for a second. I busted up laughing from embarrassment and he was just like "Hey, nothing wrong with having a sugar daddy".
anyone use kiwidrug.com for hrt prescriptions? it looks legit but i dont wanna take chances. getting bica without a Rx is crazy expensive but when u get it legally u can use coupons from goodrx.com
a lot of doctors refuse to prescribe it bc it has been linked w liver complications, but those were overwhelmingly in patients using bica without using E (like cis men using it for prostate cancer)
Anyone else on sprio here? What does the pill look like for you? Originally when I first started taking it it was a small roundish yellow pill, but the last time I got it refilled it's now a white disk like pill. I'm weirdly paranoid and anxious about things like this so I just wanted to make sure it was like a different brand or some shit instead of them giving me the wrong medication
Generics like spiro are made by a few big giants. You probably used to get spiro made by someone like Teva and now get it from a company like JAMP (those are both Canadian as far as I know though). I've had the yellow ones and the white minty ones. There's even little oval spiro too. You can have a chat with your pharmacist about it if it'd help ease you a little but I wouldn't be too worried. Good catch on meds and stuff, it pays to be vigilant.
Alright cool beans, I just wanted to make sure, thank you
persuaded one of my irl cishet commie friends to read the gender accelerationist manifesto last night while slightly drunk together - he's cool
