this is a weird one, it's probably some kind of dysphoria? I guess? cw uh weird body stuff, weight discussion, mild brainworms
Does anybody else ever feel really under-developed to the point of almost being like, neotenous??? I know this is weird as fuck.
It's a given I guess that most adult men are like three times as wide as me, and a considerable portion of people are much taller than me too. (I know I know, "god I wish that were me", I'm sorry) But the average woman (cis or trans doesn't matter) also seems a lot more like, physically substantial than I am. It's probably the tiny noodle arms, (funny) really small cup size (lol) and perpetual ability to see my ribs because weight does not gather on my torso, but sometimes I do kind of feel like an overly tall child standing in a room of adults. My brother is way bigger a dude than I, even, and we aren't more than two years apart.
I think some of this might partially be mtfg brainworms, 'cause I know once or twice I've seen particularly shitty trips imply that anons were "pedobait" but that's not the kind of thought that enters my head about this stuff. I guess it feels like for all the changes I've affected, I still have a very similar build to when I was 17, you know? Idk if this makes any sense. I feel fuckin "underdeveloped" somehow...
One of the big ones I guess, and maybe this is one of the last "gender envy" things I still feel: my wife's hips are like 3× as wide as mine, it's incredible. I have pretty decent proportions myself, got a lot of mileage out of redistribution and hip tilt, but my wifey's figure is bottom-heavy u feel... my miniscule pelvis proving no match for her power as she hip-checks me
Sometimes I’ll stand next to my sister’s boyfriends and be like “holy shit I am a shrimp compared to them” but mostly I just feel emotionally/mentally underdeveloped
this is a weird one, it's probably some kind of dysphoria? I guess? cw uh weird body stuff, weight discussion, mild brainworms
Does anybody else ever feel really under-developed to the point of almost being like, neotenous??? I know this is weird as fuck.
It's a given I guess that most adult men are like three times as wide as me, and a considerable portion of people are much taller than me too. (I know I know, "god I wish that were me", I'm sorry) But the average woman (cis or trans doesn't matter) also seems a lot more like, physically substantial than I am. It's probably the tiny noodle arms, (funny) really small cup size (lol) and perpetual ability to see my ribs because weight does not gather on my torso, but sometimes I do kind of feel like an overly tall child standing in a room of adults. My brother is way bigger a dude than I, even, and we aren't more than two years apart.
I think some of this might partially be mtfg brainworms, 'cause I know once or twice I've seen particularly shitty trips imply that anons were "pedobait"
but that's not the kind of thought that enters my head about this stuff. I guess it feels like for all the changes I've affected, I still have a very similar build to when I was 17, you know? Idk if this makes any sense. I feel fuckin "underdeveloped" somehow...
One of the big ones I guess, and maybe this is one of the last "gender envy" things I still feel: my wife's hips are like 3× as wide as mine, it's incredible. I have pretty decent proportions myself, got a lot of mileage out of redistribution and hip tilt, but my wifey's figure is bottom-heavy u feel...
my miniscule pelvis proving no match for her power as she hip-checks me
Sometimes I’ll stand next to my sister’s boyfriends and be like “holy shit I am a shrimp compared to them” but mostly I just feel emotionally/mentally underdeveloped
Also autism, how relatable ✨
The inner conflict between feeling this way but also having everyone tell you how mature you are
THANKS MA'AM IT'S THE TRAUMA
Big mood, had this a lot growing up
I am also intersex, but I got lucky with hourglass figure during puberty, years before hrt
I don't want you to feel envious tho.. Tbh I've never had gender envy either. Though autism can skew a lot of how I experience things too
Give me your proportions, dear wifey
I'd give you anything you wanted if I could
Kiss me you fool
What in front of everybody?
Yes, I'm too gay to care
Yes you are very gay
Ya’ll are so kyooooot