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it’s ok
Edit’s also relatable. Just know this feeling will probably fade. You’ve self-crit-ed and that’s all you can control. I don’t think anyone holds a grudge against you and it would be unreasonable to do so. People enjoy seeing your comments. All you can do is become more socially conscious and ready to interact better in the future. That doesn’t change that (if you’re like me) you will fluctuate between great social inhibition and disinhibition. My current perspective is that they compose a dialectical unity, and thus are inseparable. It’s not truer to want to say everything or nothing because you’re scared what people will think. If it makes you feel good to socialize (if online) do so, it’s other people’s problem if they can’t handle your improved self. If you’re still acting ignorantly, then they should inform you and you should inform yourself. We are all just works in progress, and unlike many people, you haven’t stubbornly refused to change and grow.
wtf I hate dialectics now.
Nooo
Honestly, I’m at the weird point where I’ve analyzed everything dialectically and it’s left me realizing everything’s contradictory and thus I don’t know what to believe. I’ll figure it out, can’t be a nihilist forever. Skepticism denies the possibility of change and there being a primary aspect in contradictions, so I’ll leave it somehow.