I don’t know if this helps but I’ll add I felt a bit like “no one likes me do they” posting recently too. In my case it still feels legitimate because my stuff gets less engagement and it does feel like a lot of people don’t think I’m as interesting as I do, and I’m also privileged. You, on the other hand, are always bringing positivity and we all love to get replies from you. I know that’s my biased perspective but it’s true. I feel like it’s often like this in neurodivergent relations in my experience. Everyone believes they’re a problem, but whenever they admit it others are like “it’s ok to be wrong or insecure, we love you, I’m the real problem.”