alright gang, we need another win over the news mega this week! keep those numbers up and keep being trans as hell 
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This is a very common feeling even for trans women who have been on E for years and can pass. They go through their lives being gendered correctly, looking in the mirror and seeing a woman, and they still feel like they are faking.
This shows us that "faking it" cannot be fixed with hormones. It cannot be fixed by society acknowledging our gender identity. "Faking it" is an internal judgement. It's a weapon that we use against ourselves. However, this means that the solution lies within our own thinking patterns.
E can fix our bodies. Pronouns can fix how people acknowledge us. And our thinking patterns can fix the "faking" issue.
I suggest reflecting on what it means to "really be" a gender vs "faking" a gender to identify where this feeling is coming from and change your thinking around it.
As a side note, I'm really happy that you started hormones. I'm curious how the micro dosing thing will work out because that may be right for me