Like ??? What's up with that? I was suicidally depressed for like two and a half years, tried killing myself multiple times and now I just go about my business as if that never happened. I legitimately can't remember what I felt like for that time. Like I know I was really depressed and felt really lonely and exhausted but... I have to imagine how that feels because I don't remember? Like what the fuck?

    • Aklangi [he/him]
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      4 years ago

      I've heard the same, and can support it anecdotally. I've just got no recollection of up to around 15 years old, and everything past that is spotty at best, especially the bits where depression was worse.

    • Gay_Wrath [fae/faer]
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      4 years ago

      super true, i was traumatized by real bad shit as a kid and i have probably like 3 total memories of grade school

    • Katieushka [they/them,she/her]
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      4 years ago

      i do not remember shit from middle school, and some of elementary. i have vague recollections of early high school. later than that goes better, but i still have holes in traumatic moments.