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Toyosatomimi no Miko is a character in the Touhou Project series introduced in its 13th installment, Ten Desires.
Miko was once Prince Shoutoku, a Japanese leader in the 600s known for promoting Buddhism and streamlining the Japanese government. In the Touhou lore, she was visited by Taoist hermit Seiga Kaku, who had heard about Miko’s longing for immortality. Seiga introduced her to Taoism, but she rejected it as a religion unfit for placating an entire country. She was intrigued by its promise of immortality, however, and privately converted to it, advocating for Buddhism to keep Japan stable. After drinking an “immortality elixir” (mercury sulfide), however, she was forced to let go of her body and become a supernatural hermit like Seiga, notably taking on the form of a woman, making her a canonically trans character ().
After convincing a hermit from a rival clan (Mononobe no Futo) to sleep without decaying, Miko followed in suit, waiting for a time where a Taoist Japan would revive her in search of guidance. However, Buddhist monks were able to keep her mausoleum sealed, and the legends surrounding her were slowly brushed off- which led to her transportation into Gensokyo, where the folklore of old is a reality of everyday life.
When she awoke in Gensokyo, it was right after Buddhist monk Byakuren Hijiri opened her own temple, however, leading to a surge of divine spirits across the realm, setting up the events of Ten Desires.
What look like headphones on her are canonically earmuffs- Shoutoku was allegedly able to discern between ten questions asked at once, an ability carried by Miko (although with her enhanced abilities, she can also analyze each person and determine their inner desires (thus the title of the game))- although it means her hearing is highly sensitive and has to be muffled to prevent pain.
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Yea, I know what you think. Its fine, not your job to keep track of every sad, shitty post I make.
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I feel so unbelievably shitty now. Sad, dysphoria, envy, hopeless, part of me just wants to give up. Whatever. Not your fault or anything. Just part of how being trans is I guess.
Uh... what I think is "Hey I can make recs for reading material hmu", I've no intent to bully you about feeling bad. And it's not my job, true, I read every post in the mega though.
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Couldn't get to sleep? Understandable and I'm sorry. You aren't hopeless though, I find that night is the worst time for spiralling. Your mind has so much room for it when things are quiet.
It's often a part of it now, sadly...
hopefully not shitty
I know you wouldn't bully me. I thought you were thinking something like "oh you're not manish".
I'm not going to be able to sleep for a while, probably 2 hours. Maybe if I'm lucky a little less. Then I get to wake up to more bottom dysphoria. Yea, it is. Night time can be really alone too.
Yea. I wonder when I'll get a body I'm happy with. Hopefully its not an if. Feels like "if" right now.
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Well I'm thinking that too but y'know I yap enough.
Hopefully sooner rather than later... yeah I can see how that's not fun to look forward to though, ouch. Well I'll be up for a bit longer at least, I like night as an atmosphere but the loneliness sucks.
I cannot guarantee your happiness, but many many people end up with bodies they are happy with! Many such cases! I think you have good chances.
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No, its really not great to look forward to.
unrelated trauma dumping before I go play stardew more, cw for "doomerism"/suicide ig. Very bad, don't usually post this shit. You don't have to read it.
Its hopeless. I am never going to be happy. Why live if I can't be happy. I wish I had a gun. I have a shit ton of old meds but no way I could get enough down to even hospitalize me. idk. just fucking sad and hopeless right now. whatever, just how it is. Wish I could catch the bus. Can't though. I want to do like one last happy thing and then leave. why am i even posting this. no one can help. nice to feel heard at least.
I'll talk to you tomorrow.
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I do wish I could help more when you spiral like this. You know it's gonna get better, we talk a lot about it. It's already got better. I hope you start feeling better sooner rather than later, and that you stay safe. Talk to you tomorrow.