I just can’t stop thinking about it. I can’t go back to repressing wanting it. I used to think it was pointless because it wouldn’t feminize me enough to make a difference and at this point, that thought doesn’t even dissuade me.
My partner’s been so great and supportive but she’s not into femme people, so we’d end up just being platonic coparents. She’s my best friend and I’m not brave enough to tell her but it’s also not fair to keep from her.
I just feel like I lose no matter what. Every option involves hurting my best friend. It’s just not fair to anyone involved.
I mean, do we lose anything by being earnest? If it's an elaborate bait, are we somehow "owned" by responding to a comrade in good faith?
Like don't get me wrong, I understand the skepticism around wreckers/baiters, but if we start requiring a Voight-Kampff test for every poster asking for advice/support, I feel like vibes will be fucked.
I'll admit I'm just an ally though, so perhaps my perspective isn't the best here. I love my trans comrades though.