I tried voice training and it made me want to [redacted] myself :( so much dysphoria

I do wish I could sing in a nice femme voice I would love that

i can never get that no matter how hard i try

false. i don't know what exactly you dreamed but even opera singing can be learned. you're going to get there

i started with a low baritone, i feel like if i can anyone can. i believe in you!