Finally on my second E shot and I feel so much better. I'm pretty sure it has more to do with comfort and less to do with anything physiological but w/e i'm vibing and that's what really matters.
I feel like my vocal progress is sooooo slow even though i only really practice in my car on the drive home so of course it's gonna be slow. But stiiiill. It doesn't help that my voice is probably the biggest block i have mentally in terms of furthering my social presentation/transition. I know some trans women rock their testosterone voice but I absolutely can not.
Also i think i'm finally getting over the imposter syndrome-ish feelings around calling myself trans or at least transfem. I'm still unsure if I want to fully embrace transwoman/woman as a label since those feel incredibly loaded and also I don't feel like I deserve them/they suit me? idk this shits hard even after internalizing it all for the last 5 years
ALSO GOT APPROVED FOR ELECTROLYSIS BY MY INSURANCE SO THAT'S SO EXCITING. I just need to get over the adhd hump and actually call the closest place to me to check if they have any openings before actually scheduling anything.
Finally on my second E shot and I feel so much better. I'm pretty sure it has more to do with comfort and less to do with anything physiological but w/e i'm vibing and that's what really matters.
I feel like my vocal progress is sooooo slow even though i only really practice in my car on the drive home so of course it's gonna be slow. But stiiiill. It doesn't help that my voice is probably the biggest block i have mentally in terms of furthering my social presentation/transition. I know some trans women rock their testosterone voice but I absolutely can not.
Also i think i'm finally getting over the imposter syndrome-ish feelings around calling myself trans or at least transfem. I'm still unsure if I want to fully embrace transwoman/woman as a label since those feel incredibly loaded and also I don't feel like I deserve them/they suit me? idk this shits hard even after internalizing it all for the last 5 years
ALSO GOT APPROVED FOR ELECTROLYSIS BY MY INSURANCE SO THAT'S SO EXCITING. I just need to get over the adhd hump and actually call the closest place to me to check if they have any openings before actually scheduling anything.