Sending good vibes to all of my trans comrades cat-trans

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  • BountifulEggnog [she/her]
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    2 months ago
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    I like reading your gay sex stuff, although I'm sorry its sad gay this time meow-hug I really don't know what you're going through, but the 200% suffering thing is very real. I am glad you aren't now though.

    I really wish I had better emotional regulation

    yea Emotional regulation is hard for me too.

    • ashinadash [she/her]
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      2 months ago
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      susie-laugh ok thank u glad to hear, like sincerely but also lmao. "She likes reading my gay sex stuff, chat!!" soypoint-2

      It is unusual what I'm going through, basically for my entire life before the last few months I was utterly disconnected and had 0 feelings during sex, due to a mix of trauma baggage, a lil gender incongruity and honestly cyproterone-acetate was crushing out my libido. The gears are greased a lot more easily when 25mg or 50mg of cypro isn't destroying any desire you might have with depressive effects. So I'm inhabiting a new space, in terms of personal perception, and working out the metaphorical kinks in it. And yes thank u ✨

      Emotional regulation is a fuckin trick, can you imagine not losing your shit every time you feel strongly? yea

      • BountifulEggnog [she/her]
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        2 months ago
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        cheems I could not figure out how to phrase that so sometimes you get what you get.

        No I cannot. And apparently E makes emotions stronger? Lord have mercy.

        • ashinadash [she/her]
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          2 months ago
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          I thought it was funny idgaf cat-trans

          Yeah it can be pretty tumultuous with the tism, I found I've also acquired better emotional control generally since estrogen though. Just... not for trauma bocchi-head-shake

          • BountifulEggnog [she/her]
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            2 months ago

            I forget that autism can effect emotional regulation. I always just think of it as your stereotypical screaming meltdown (which I don't really do). I should look into that more.

            • ashinadash [she/her]
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              2 months ago

              Yeah you should!!! Autism is funny and also unfunny sometimes!!