Sending good vibes to all of my trans comrades
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I like reading your gay sex stuff, although I'm sorry its sad gay this time I really don't know what you're going through, but the 200% suffering thing is very real. I am glad you aren't now though.
Emotional regulation is hard for me too.
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ok thank u glad to hear, like sincerely but also lmao. "She likes reading my gay sex stuff, chat!!"
It is unusual what I'm going through, basically for my entire life before the last few months I was utterly disconnected and had 0 feelings during sex, due to a mix of trauma baggage, a lil gender incongruity and honestly cyproterone-acetate was crushing out my libido. The gears are greased a lot more easily when 25mg or 50mg of cypro isn't destroying any desire you might have with depressive effects. So I'm inhabiting a new space, in terms of personal perception, and working out the metaphorical kinks in it. And yes thank u ✨
Emotional regulation is a fuckin trick, can you imagine not losing your shit every time you feel strongly?
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I could not figure out how to phrase that so sometimes you get what you get.
No I cannot. And apparently E makes emotions stronger? Lord have mercy.
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I thought it was funny idgaf
Yeah it can be pretty tumultuous with the tism, I found I've also acquired better emotional control generally since estrogen though. Just... not for trauma
I forget that autism can effect emotional regulation. I always just think of it as your stereotypical screaming meltdown (which I don't really do). I should look into that more.
Yeah you should!!! Autism is funny and also unfunny sometimes!!