SALUTE
I have barely watched Breaking Bad
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sad, eating issues
if you're young or might get eating issues yourself you better not click
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As you all know, the last few days have been rough for me. However, I feel like this hunger is keeping things from spiraling out of control. I feel a sense of calm (numb?). It sucks that I have to do this to feel better, but it is what I have to do to keep the really sad thoughts away. SH urges are terrible and I don't want to deal with them again. I am still not happy, but I am not extremely sad either.
I'm not sure why I'm posting. I suppose I want empathy. If you're here to talk me out of it I'm not going back to SH urges right now, and that's my option.
I didn't feel this way last year.
I hate how when I'm sad that's all I can talk about.
I will literally give you empathy
Also it is kind of a skill to talk about this stuff instead of bottling it up, I know it can suck when it takes over your brain though.
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I wish I knew how my family would react.
I feel like there is a very large barrier between me and everything else.
Fr
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Yeah it's hard to know, scary to just cast your line out so to speak without knowing...
Yup I remember that
being in a little bubble world all isolated from everything else, bar the internet...
At least I have a little bubble world now, I didn't last time I dealt with this (well most of the same issues, obviously now I'm cracked).
Beloved internet bubble world, save me internet bubble world
Lifesaving shit frankly.