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I have barely watched Breaking Bad
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Let's have another good week everyone
Feelin' weird
Not really "bad" weird, but "ehhh this is unusual" weird
Mental health/meds/booze
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Quit drinking entirely this week and stopped taking St. John's Wort and have felt simultaneously kinda lethargic but also a little hyperactive? Keep getting headaches too but I'm not sure if that's just stress or a detoxing from alcohol thing. Mood's decent all things considered but have felt spacey and kinda depersonalized/derealized, like one hit of "the weed that does nothing enjoyable but kinda gives you a headache instantly." I dunno, feels weird
Update cw dysphoria, sadposting
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Tried doing some self care stuff and working on my hair and it backfired so spectacularly that I'm debating shaving my head and getting wigs
Somehow in between getting in the shower and toweling off my brain decided that I look like five times worse than my baseline sense of self and my skin decided to get extremely irritated by stuff it's usually fine with
Hahaha this sucks and I wanna cry and disappear into a pillow fort for a week or something, this is probably the shittiest I've felt about myself since last December