I will kill myself if that happens. I will not live under such fear. I need to shore up my plans to avoid being forced to stay here. Being forced to live through that would be worse then dying. I already didn't want to live through collapse as a cis person, I completely refuse as a trans person.

all differences will be erased in the face of system failure

That's the reason half this country is frothing at the mouth to erase me, isn't it? Why it'll be illegal to get hormones? And another half that won't do anything to stop them. I sincerely wish everyone who wants to stick around for the shitshow the best, but that's not me.

for anyone concerned about my immediate safety, I have no means and no immediate plans. I simply will not stick around if the scenario terminal describes happens.