I am into invading a country and using their oil revenue to pay down our deficit
Aka financial domination
Nope just pure mental fortitude, keeping ones vital essences contained is it's own reward.
Ahhh, so edging then, I gotcha.
I agree that it's way better if you deny yourself at first.
Only if you maintain purity of thought for if you think of another person or object your vital essences seep to the object of your affection.
Its not about arousal or another it's about reclaiming your thoughts and desires and maintaining peak levels of vital essences so that you can be optimal self.
Doing it missionary with my cishet girlfriend of 6 years.
i like it when my genitals are properly referred to as the "means of production"
Wait, y'all are actually having sex? I thought it was just some sick joke.
choking, hitting, bondage, dom/sub (im the sub), deepthroating, clamps, slapping, lactation, just a lot of bdsm stuff. i like the idea of group sex but in practice i havent enjoyed it much. its mostly because i want to be the center of attention and thats not exactly how it works lol
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this isnt necessarily a fetish, but i also do a related thing of ptsd therapy with my bf where we do some things that my rapist did to me and then we have him pause and stop, and then we do something else. idk if this is supported by any scientific literature but it feels good to have control over the 'sensation' of what happened and decouple it from being a 'bad' thing in my head. it really fucked me up but i can have sex with my bf way easier now because of it. also pls spoiler your comment if u reply to this section
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That kind of therapy can be very empowering. Glad to hear it has helped you comrade.
I'll give you a hint: my first porn site was zappos
That evolved into crossdressing but I was too scared to actually try so I basically fell in love with forced fem and
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sissification
Which led to years of shame and insecurity until I was finally able to rationalize my fetishes as a repressed gender identity issue, and I'm pretty sure it was that because I've been out for a few months now and I've literally never been happier in my entire life. I consume way less porn now and I'm literally turned off by being called a "s***y boy" because I used to really like the humiliation (hmmm maybe my subconscious was trying to tell me something) but now instead of feeling this weird mix of humiliation and validation from being called a girl it's just purely validating. Isn't that neat?
Also I think chasity gives me slight euphoria because I was extremely into that for kink reasons but now I just love to wear one because my dick and I aren't on the best terms. Like I love her and she's cute but I'm sorry I just feel so bad when I use her to orgasm so I'd rather keep her locked away like a princess in a tower 👸 okay sorry this is getting kinda out of hand lol :panting: but it's been so helpful to view it through a lens of euphoria/dysphoria instead of just unrelenting shame and confusion
Likewise finally acknowledging that all the trans/forced fem erotica I read were basically allegories of the trajectory I took has been really cool.
