How do I stop this. I really don’t care if it’s true or not I just don’t want to grow up like this
Yes, but at the same time, it’s my responsibility to try to learn more about the world so I can embetter it when I come of age
Also MacLeods Fall Revolution, a series that will make you both like and hate Trots more.
Here's a nice start: Stop Reading the News.
Otherwise, just find a topic you're really interested in and find a book that explains it. You'll learn way more from a single book than you could from hundreds of articles / forum posts. Books are a wonderful escape from reality and there's plenty of leftist book publishers (Verso, Pluto Press, AK Press, Zer0 Books, Repeater Books, Haymarket Books, etc.) if you want to know about the topic from a similar perspective to yours.
You can ebook versions of any book online. If there is a book you have trouble finding you can post here and someone should be able to help find it
it’s my responsibility to try to learn more about the world so I can embetter it when I come of age
Coupling this with a stubborn refusal to give up and a strong dose of spite can take you to some good places.
Recenter yourself in your personal life a bit. That or find like-minded people and make friends with them. If you believe in a cause, then be a part of it, and it may give you purpose. Yes its all daunting and yes we may be doomed, but becoming resigned to this belief is non-materialist; as material conditions deteriorate, things WILL change, for the better or worse TBD. Those around us will never change unless they hear us. Its hard as hell but what else are we going to do?
If we're all gonna die, might as well enjoy it. Spoilers: we're all gonna die, even if the world doesn't for another billion years.
I know we’re going to die eventually. I just want to leave the world a better place when I go.
We all went through this phase. The thing is, there's literally no way capitalism stops its downfall now, things are hopefully about to change, for the better I do hope.
Same tbh. I'm trying to browse online less and make more music to try and feel better, but since reading more theory, I've lost faith in a lot of things the left does. I don't think the Social Democrats can achieve much, and I don't think the non electoral movement will be able to go anywhere any time soon if at all as it both Trump and Biden don't look good for it. We just don't have the time to organize as Climate Change is going to devastate us and result in us just fighting over whatever resources we have left. The worst part is knowing we can't do anything about it in November.
I’m quite soft on social democrats. I know a lot of people call them social fascists but I think that it’s a good stepping stone
We have hardly a left in America. The social democrats, for all the flaws that we must address are necessary, they were necessary in the rebirth. Most movements surface from the realization that electoralism doesn't work for our goals. The social fascists thing is dumb and alienating. also in terms of good Social Democrats this guy is who needs to be brought up more.
We have hardly a left in America.
On the bright side, the American left is exponentially larger than it was five years ago, and the material conditions of today are better for leftist organizing than they have been in decades.