I’ve subconsciously stopped using my voice when alone because I’m uncomfortable with it.
Holy shit I didn't realize until now, but yea same. I'll still "talk" but there's no noise. Go through all the motions of speaking without the voice (idk if this makes sense).
Yeah, in the rare occasions when I do talk to myself these days my voice generally comes out as a weird quiet half-whisper, and it feels so awkward to me that I generally won’t talk for long.
Good luck on voice training if you go for it, I should do some of it too. Admittedly I feel quite lucky that T deepens the voice, I wish E did the reverse for transfem comrades.
Holy shit I didn't realize until now, but yea same. I'll still "talk" but there's no noise. Go through all the motions of speaking without the voice (idk if this makes sense).
I should try voice training :/
Yeah, in the rare occasions when I do talk to myself these days my voice generally comes out as a weird quiet half-whisper, and it feels so awkward to me that I generally won’t talk for long.