I'm just making myself worse. I'm reading more. Why. Why is that not me. Why can't I be that 12 year old lktle trans girl with her mom who loves and understands her so well. Why.

I'm so fucking pathetic. Why am I crying about that. Why am I doing all this for attention. I'm so upset. I feel the wall between me and my eyes getting further. Am I really trans hexbear. Why am I crying